Sunday, December 5, 2010

"Shortcuts"


Location: Train to Sibu, next to a grandmother and a little boy who is fascinated in EVERYTHING because he almost never travels by train; it is 12:45pm on the 4th of December.

I was not planning to write a blog post now, but I have to because of the past 24 hours. I am on my way to visit my I.--not the same I. with whom I spent last weekend, but my other former collegue I. So instead of going toward Brasov as I did last weekend, I am going in the opposite direction, to Sibiu.

Have you ever known someone without patience who wants to get to his destination NOW? I have met a lot of "Christians" like that; they know that God's Way is straight and narrow, and they hop on and march after Jesus as directly as possible. Sometimes I like to travel like that, too, but I must say that hitch-hiking helps to cure me of that. In fact, it is good for me to be reminded that even though the Way is narrow, it is not really so straight; neither is it a high-speed interstate highway! The Way passes through the lives and hearts of many people, stops for conversations at a well, passes through tombs where demon-possessed men wander, winds through the countryside where five thousand hungry men gather, leaves a Roman cross in the rearview mirror, and eventually meanders into eternity. If we hurry forward without taking time to speak with a stranger we encounter not far from Emaeus, we may miss the very Jesus we claim to be "following." Following goes after; it does not run ahead.

I taught French and English an extra day this week, meaning that I had an extra day of hitch-hiking. I arrived in town yesterday morning without problem, rolling in the cab of an enormous semi truck. After spending most of my day in a garage preparing boots for our winter outreach, interrupted by singing for half-an-hour in an outdoor Christmas concert in the citadel, I headed home. Yes, hitch-hiking gets harder at night, but to this day, the Lord has always provided the right ride, so I prayed and started flagging down cars. It was not long before a van driver picked me up, but when we got to the intersection outside of town, he started heading the wrong way! Quickly I stopped him and realized he had heard me incorrectly--I did not want to go to Targu Mures! Once again I was on the side of the road. I waited long enough to watch a fox trot around the roundabout without getting hit by a car, and then a friendly man going to Sibiu picked me up. Too bad I was not going directly to Sibiu then! But as I had to teach in the morning, I got out at D., my half-way point home. It was not cold yet, but by the time a waited a long hour, it started to get chilly. Finally a young man picked me up and was thrilled to practice speaking English with an American--he went out of his way to drive me home! Both men gave me their phone numbers; how is that for Romanian hospitality!

You see, that is how God's Way goes. Maybe I think waiting for an hour on the side of the road is a shame, but my Father knows with whom I need to meet. Besides, when I leave my plans in His hands, how can I complain when He does what He knows is best? But it gets better...

Morning came early after my late evening last night, building a fire and eating dinner after I finally arrived home. I taught French and English, and then prepared to leave for Sibiu. As I reached my hitch-hiking spot, the rain started to fall, and I was none too sorry that I had elected to wear my heavy winter coat. Yet as my waiting time grew, I began to be a bit concerned, knowing that I. would be expecting me to get off a certain train and that I might miss that train. My village, C., and D., the halfway point to Sighisoara are closer to Sibiu than Sighisoara, but I planned to catch the train in Sighisoara to go to Sibiu.

When I finally caught a ride, I was thankful, but I was disappointed to learn that he was not going anywhere nearer to my destination. He left me in D., and looking at the clock, I decided to hitch-hike toward Sibiu, figuring I could take the train from somewhere instead of "backtracking" to Sighisoara. So just like last night, I found myself praying and waiting for a ride in D. Suddenly, I was surprised by someone on the other side of the road honking at me and stopping--I did not recognize the car. It was the man who had just let me out of his car ten or fifteen minutes ago! He asked me what I was doing and recommended that I go to Sighisoara, that I would have more options there; he had run his errand and now was going to Sighisoara. So again I found myself in his passenger seat, this time speeding to Sighisoara. Once there, he went out of his way to take me directly to the train station. Grateful, I thanked him and lost no time marching in; I was unsure of the exact departure time of my train, but I thought I could make it.

The lady at the ticket window looked up from her desk when I asked for a ticket, and said, "I do not have time to sell you a ticket, it is leaving now--hurry!" As I thanked her and spun around, the girl cleaning the floor said, "Run!" I ran! As I was rounding the corner, the conductor's whistle sounded, and I could see the doors closing in my face. But my imagination was wrong; I jumped inside just in time! Who did I find sitting right there except my good friend, M.! I did not have an opportunity to greet her or sit down though, because I had to buy a ticket from the conductor. As I attempted to, I saw M. shaking her head "no" over his shoulder! She was trying to tell me that he was ripping me off since I am a foreigner. I hesitated, and he left me to do something else, telling me he would come back. M. asked if I needed a girlfriend so I could get charged the Romanian price, so I let her take my arm and sit down with me.

I then found out that she was going to C., where I had started from! I knew that she often goes there on Saturdays, but I thought she was already there this morning. (She had sang in the concert with me yesterday, and I figured she rode back with our friend from C., H., and had spent the night.) She also told me that H. was picking her up from the train station in D. I had not realized that this train stops in D.--I could have gone to that train station when I was hitch-hiking there, instead of having to go back to Sighisoara. Moreover, had I known that H. was driving to D., I could have ridden with her directly, saving me a damp morning of hitch-hiking in circles! But remember, we cannot take shortcuts on God's Way!

The conductor came back and took my "girlfriend's" ticket, then continued on his way. That gave me time to explain to M. where I was going--she knows my friend, I., too. Then she realized that I was not being overcharged by the conductor; she had assumed that I was going home to C. But by then, we had entered a new adventure: the Gypsy lady across the way was going to be kicked off the train because she did not have a ticket that would legally take her and her baby to the hospital they were headed toward. (She is a widow with several children who lives in one of the villages I work in, but she did not know me.) She asked M. for money, and M. turned to me to ask if I wanted to pray for them. Then she offered our services. By then the conductor came back and got involved. By the end of the ten minutes that it took to reach, everyone was happy. My girlfriend, M., hopped off the train, and I saw H. through the window; how funny that this morning when we had school together with her son, I had no idea that we would cross paths later in D.! The conductor no longer felt the need to throw E. and baby N. off the train, so they became my new best friends until we reached their destination an half-hour later. Even more exciting for me was seeing the other lady in our row transform from quietly watching everything unfold to smiling and interacting with us, wishing us all a nice day when she left.

You see, when God works, everyone notices. This morning, when I was praying about my day and giving my plans to God, I had no idea what my day would be like. I certainly did not realize I could have taken a "shortcut" directly to D. and then straight to Sibiu from there. But neither did I expect to be going in circles all morning, re-encountering helpful people I knew over and over again. Yet hear I find myself on the train I planned to take, on time, with I. waiting at the end of the line. Had I gone my way, I would have been here, too, but without all of the blessings that happened to me and the folks around me all morning. I like traveling with Jesus--going His Way! I always try to pray (usually silently) for the people who pick me up when I am hitch-hiking. Since leaving town last night, I had the opportunity to pray for four drivers, a lady and her baby, a train conductor, a fellow passenger, a grandmother and her train-happy grandson, and my good friend, M., just to name a few! Plus I got to see a fox, rendez-vous with the girlfriend I did not know I had, and catch the train I feared I might miss. It kind of makes you wonder what my Father has in store for the rest of my weekend, does it not?

As my train slows down and the Christmas season speeds up, I pray that you will take the time out of your hurry and look at the design of every snowflake that falls, that you would exchange extra smiles with the people around you, that you would lend a helping hand when you can, that you would sit at the feet of Jesus when others feel like they constantly have to be preparing, and that you would follow Jesus whichever way He winds through the crowd, through the month, or through life. Next time you are waiting in line or snowed in or have to go out of your way, thank the Lord and use the time for His glory! His Way is best!

I bless you in the Name of our Jesus!

A Rose From Home

A Rose From Home

My Story (As prepared for my church congregation this spring--2009)


I have a story to tell you. I am the main character, but the story is not about me. I have traveled several parts of the world, but my adventure has been closer to home. I am twenty-six years old. My story begins like many of yours…

I grew up going to church. I had been born into a family who labeled themselves “Christian,” in a country that labels itself “Christian.” Every Sunday found me attending a worship service and Sunday school in a mainline denomination church. I served as an acolyte, attended Vacation Bible School, helped my dad count and record the offering money, sang in the youth choir, was a leader in the youth group, and occasionally served as liturgist. Baptized as an infant, I was confirmed at the age of twelve, thus becoming an “official” member of the church. Then, hurt by the church, my family left to find another.

Have you ever been hurt by the Church?

After months of searching, we settled into a very large independent church. Things were different there, and I was quickly welcomed and at home among new friends that truly had a passion for Jesus. The Word of God was taught boldly from the pulpit, and I was introduced to a missions-aware lifestyle. So it was with regret that I said goodbye only a couple of years later to move with my family to another church. I purposely remained aloof, not wanting to make new friendships before I left for college a year later. Besides, I was loosing my faith—or so I thought—and I didn’t want anyone to know. I was asking scary questions like “Is there really a God?” and, if so, “Is He the Christian God?” and “Would I be Christian if I had been born in another part of the world?”

Have you ever asked yourself unsettling questions about what you believe?

So I headed into college under a cloud of confusion that only worsened for the next two years. Though I didn’t know what I believed anymore, I continued to go to church every Sunday, and to help lead worship in chapel. Most importantly, even during this questioning, I continued my morning habit of daily study of the Bible. I had begun at age twelve, reading at first a chapter per day, then ten minutes each morning, then an half-hour, and so on. So, only by the grace of the very God I doubted, I remained anchored in His Word and in His community, though I felt like a fake most of the time. Since then I have learned that “fake” is the worst insult the world can give us; that is why the label of “hypocrite” is so offensive.

Have you ever felt like a fake?

Six weeks with missionaries in South Africa followed by a year in France began to teach me what life with God is all about. I began rebuilding my faith, this time it belonged to me, in contrast to me borrowing the faith of my parents, church, or anyone else. In my parent’s basement in 2003, on either Christmas Eve or New Year’s Eve, I invited Jesus to live in me; perhaps I had done so before, but I didn’t recall—but since 2003, I have never forgotten that moment. Unfortunately, nothing changed. I continued to do my best to act like a Christian, as I had done for so long.

Have you ever found yourself “doing your best” to be a good person, or to act like a Christian?

Though I did not realize it at the time, I was quenching the Spirit, even though I had welcomed Him into my life. During the next few years, the LORD continued to nurture me, and slowly things began to change. Several tough months in Idaho birthed my prayer-life. I spent three years being humbled in a job that was my informal seminary training. In 2007, a short stint in Mexico helped me to see things as they were, and not long afterward, I was baptized by immersion. No baptism of any kind can save a lost soul—only Jesus can do that. However, this baptism was an important covenant between me and God, symbolizing not only my death and resurrection with Jesus and my public profession of faith, but it also my life change, the beginning of my bearing fruit. “For each tree is known by its own fruit…”according to Luke 6:44. During the past year and a half, the LORD has provided me with an informal pastoral internship in my church, teaching me every aspect of discipleship. Simultaneously, I have been studying unceasing prayer and worship. I am now very different than I was five years ago.

In the Book of Acts (which tells the story of the earliest years of the Church) every time a person decided to follow Christ, two things took place—though not always in the same order. Each person experienced a life change, which I call the “baptism of repentance,” as well as the indwelling of the Holy Spirit, which I call the “baptism of the Spirit.” Looking back, I realize that the Holy Spirit was living in me in 2003, but it wasn’t until I surrendered everything to God, as represented by my immersion, that I allowed the Spirit to have His way in me and transform my life. “I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now life in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me. (Galatians 2:20)”

Have you invited Jesus to live in you? Have you allowed the Spirit to transform your life?

I tell you this story for two reasons. First, I tell this story in order to boast in the LORD! May God our Father get all praise and glory forever! Second, I tell this story because it is relevant to you. Likely you have heard that I am leaving the country: I have let my light shine before you; please let your light shine within the Church, too! This congregation is in revival, and as each of you allows the Spirit to revive you, the entire Church will be revived and utterly transformed, to the glory of the Most High God. And for His glory is the reason He created us; the reason He sent His only Son to reveal Himself to us; the reason He became Sin for us and died for us on the cross—while we were still sinners; and the reason that He conquered death and offered us eternal life with Him.

It will cost you a lot—in fact, it will cost you everything, your very life. But if you have never surrendered your life to Christ Jesus, if you have never invited Him to send His Spirit into you and to transform your life, then do it right now. Just let go of everything to which you are desperately clinging; stop trying to do it yourself! This is the very reason you are still breathing in this physical life—God has been delaying His judgment of this sinful world because He is waiting for you—2 Peter 3:9 says He wants none to perish!

If you have already invited the Spirit into your life, then live like it! Bear fruit! Anyone and everyone who meets you or knows you or sees you or hears you should know immediately and clearly that Jesus the Christ lives in you and loves them! That is how stark the contrast should be between your life and the world around you!

Have you immersed yourself in God’s Word and in prayer in the last twenty-four hours?

If you call yourself a follower of Christ, then there is no excuse for not communing with Him daily! Anchor yourself in the Word! God has revealed Himself to us through His Son, Jesus Christ, and the Bible is a complete and accurate record of that revelation. And prayer is humbly letting Him love us. Let Him love you! God doesn’t need us, but He wants us! God doesn’t need us to live for Him—He wants to live in and through us! Let us love and fellowship with one another, even when you disagree! Pray for each other—the names in the church directory are a great place to start! Church, we are not only the Body of Christ, but we are the Bride of Christ. We have allowed ourselves to get bedraggled and stained—now let us stand to the glory of God! Let’s let Him purify us, restore us, and love us!

My dear Brothers and Sisters, if you have ever once been blessed by God our Father at work in me, then I urge you, please, take seriously His desire to love and work in you, beyond anything you can ask or imagine! I have told you the beginning of my story—may it end in glory to the Father, in the Name of Jesus, by way of His Spirit.

Now, what is your story?