Saturday, July 10, 2010

For Henry

Henry was a big black man.

Back then, though, this kind of thing was more common. When? Well, I don't know for sure; I guess I don't even know where, somewhere a bit wild, I'd imagine. Today it would be illegal--that's a fact! Only reason I remember "Henry" is because he makes me think of my favorite tall-tale character, John Henry, who beat a machine in a race with a hammer, even though the victory cost him his life.

But it sure caused a stir that day. Just think about it: Henry walks into town real quiet, but real big, and real black. In this particular locale lived a mix of people. I hear there were a majority of tough men, but some ladies, too, and they was speaking at least two, three languages there. You could not really hear them, though, because with quiet Henry was a loud white man, walking about ten steps ahead. He was shouting something about fifty dollars--a lot of money! If you listened closer, you could understand that he was challenging the town to a fight. He said that Henry could whip the finest boxer in town, and he said his fifty dollars would prove it.

Well, I am not sure what Henry thought; maybe no one asked him. They didn't laugh at him though. Even if he was kind of hunched over as he shuffled in the dusty sunlight, you could tell he was strong. He could not be very old, neither, maybe in his thirties. His cotton shirt played a little in the wind, but the muscles beneathe it moved it even more. This was in stark contrast to the fellow out front.

The other man was narrow, and he wore boots with heels to grow him up a couple of inches. Everything about him shined, from his boots to his watch to spectacles, and even his voice. His voice was of an odd timbre, like a bell that wants to be heard. It was not bothersome--in fact, rather winsome--yet half of you wanted to look away while the other half wanted to listen more.

The half that didn't want to listen was already scurrying from house to house, gossiping glib. Who would fight this champion? Terrance might be able to handle him, or maybe Neil's boy, Gordon. Sven was big, or Red, was he bigger? He was certainly quicker.

No one knew for sure, but they naturally gathered in the center of town. Of course! Davy Smith would accept the challenge; he was known in the whole region for his often bloody knuckles and his quick grin that admitted he was missing two teeth. Everyone loved Davy; he was one of them--one of us, you could say!

In no time, the fight was on. The two men circled, eyeing one another between their balled hands. Davy struck first, a light jab to Henry's left cheek. The big man did not even try to block such a weak effort. Then Davy came again, before Henry could throw a punch. One-two, three, even four and five blows struck the challenger, two in the face, two in the body, and another one in the face. The town was cheering; this was their Davy! Again he attacked, landing two more punches in the body, and a quick right that split Henry's eyebrow. The people were still hollering, encouraging their hero. He threw again and again and again, soon bloodying the nose of his opponent. Now he felt strong, and he increased the intensity, becoming more vicious. He did not notice the crowd falling silent; he didn't see what they saw. He was thrilled and eager to continue; he hadn't even been hit!

Then he, too, realized what the people knew. Henry had not tried to block a single attack; nor had he thrown a single punch. The big man let the local hero rain down punches on him. He was bleeding, and even swaying a little, apparently dazed by the beating. Suddenly Davy noticed something else. His opponent was gazing at him through the melee, crying. Not angry tears, not defeated tears, but sad tears. Tears that seemed to be for him . . . for Davy. Davy hesitated a moment, and then in a fit of rage slammed his fists into that crying face, wanting to close those crying eyes. What was this? Some sort of trick? Why wasn't he fighting? Davy screamed at him, and as he pummeled him in fury, the black man finally sank to the ground, defeated.

Now Davy was crying, but he didn't know why. He felt ashamed, and the townsfolk looked on, unsure of what had just happened. An unexpected contest, a one-sided duel, and two grown men crying.

The more the people thought about it, the less they spoke. Into the hush that followed stepped the little man with the bell-voice. He handed a now-numb Davy fifty dollars cash, and shook his hand. "Congratulations, young man. You won." Then he looked around at the expectant people, waiting for something they could not express.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, you may be feeling a lot of different things right now. Perhaps you are confused, or perhaps you are angry, thinking that I came as a rich white man to make sport of this black man. I assure you that Henry came willingly, knowing what was to happen. He and I are the best of friends, and in this moment, I want nothing more than to run to him and help him to his feet; to take him home. But I will speak first on his behalf, because his heart is his largest muscle, and it is filled with a great love for you--even you." As he said this, he looked at Davy. Meanwhile, every person clung to his words.

"If Henry could talk right now, he would tell you that he is worth more than any treasure. He knows this because one day, someone fought for him like you he fought for you today. You probably know that Henry is very strong, and the truth is that he is a champion boxer. He has won many a boxing match, yet he has a gentle spirit and wants to heal people instead of hit people. You see, he once heard a story that changed his life--a true story. He learned about a poor villager who became a great teacher. The people loved him, but some of their leaders were offended by the truth he spoke. They arrested him, and innocent of any crime, he was mocked and beaten. This man was named Jesus, the only Son of the Living God. He had all power on heaven and earth, but instead of fighting for his life, he did not defend himself, nor did he say a word. Like Henry today, he allowed himself to be beaten because he wanted to feel the pain of the people he loved--he was spit on and punched and whipped, his beard was plucked out, thorns were pressed into his head, and in the end, he was nailed to a wooden cross and left to die, rejected by the his own people.

"He was one of them. He was their kindred, and they killed him. He died that day, an innocent man who bore the sufferings of the very people who beat and murdered him. And Henry is laying there on the ground in his own blood today to tell you that this Jesus shed his blood and bore the pain for you, too. In a beautiful miracle, He took your death upon Him and offers you His life. Even though He died on that cross, three days later He was raised from the dead, and He still lives today.

"Henry is also still alive. If you want to know Henry better, I would suggest that you ask this merciful Jesus to forgive you for the person you have been and for the things you have done, to come and live in you, through you. You see, it is the love and grace of Jesus that you saw today living in Henry. If you get to know this Jesus, His love and grace will live in you, too. It was Henry's privilege to represent Jesus to you today; for that privilege he thanks you and he thanks his Lord, Jesus the Christ."

With that, the little man hurried over to his friend Henry. With some water, he washed his friend's face, and then he helped him to stand. Without another word, the two of them started home, Henry leaning on his friend, both of them leaning on Jesus.

A Rose From Home

A Rose From Home

My Story (As prepared for my church congregation this spring--2009)


I have a story to tell you. I am the main character, but the story is not about me. I have traveled several parts of the world, but my adventure has been closer to home. I am twenty-six years old. My story begins like many of yours…

I grew up going to church. I had been born into a family who labeled themselves “Christian,” in a country that labels itself “Christian.” Every Sunday found me attending a worship service and Sunday school in a mainline denomination church. I served as an acolyte, attended Vacation Bible School, helped my dad count and record the offering money, sang in the youth choir, was a leader in the youth group, and occasionally served as liturgist. Baptized as an infant, I was confirmed at the age of twelve, thus becoming an “official” member of the church. Then, hurt by the church, my family left to find another.

Have you ever been hurt by the Church?

After months of searching, we settled into a very large independent church. Things were different there, and I was quickly welcomed and at home among new friends that truly had a passion for Jesus. The Word of God was taught boldly from the pulpit, and I was introduced to a missions-aware lifestyle. So it was with regret that I said goodbye only a couple of years later to move with my family to another church. I purposely remained aloof, not wanting to make new friendships before I left for college a year later. Besides, I was loosing my faith—or so I thought—and I didn’t want anyone to know. I was asking scary questions like “Is there really a God?” and, if so, “Is He the Christian God?” and “Would I be Christian if I had been born in another part of the world?”

Have you ever asked yourself unsettling questions about what you believe?

So I headed into college under a cloud of confusion that only worsened for the next two years. Though I didn’t know what I believed anymore, I continued to go to church every Sunday, and to help lead worship in chapel. Most importantly, even during this questioning, I continued my morning habit of daily study of the Bible. I had begun at age twelve, reading at first a chapter per day, then ten minutes each morning, then an half-hour, and so on. So, only by the grace of the very God I doubted, I remained anchored in His Word and in His community, though I felt like a fake most of the time. Since then I have learned that “fake” is the worst insult the world can give us; that is why the label of “hypocrite” is so offensive.

Have you ever felt like a fake?

Six weeks with missionaries in South Africa followed by a year in France began to teach me what life with God is all about. I began rebuilding my faith, this time it belonged to me, in contrast to me borrowing the faith of my parents, church, or anyone else. In my parent’s basement in 2003, on either Christmas Eve or New Year’s Eve, I invited Jesus to live in me; perhaps I had done so before, but I didn’t recall—but since 2003, I have never forgotten that moment. Unfortunately, nothing changed. I continued to do my best to act like a Christian, as I had done for so long.

Have you ever found yourself “doing your best” to be a good person, or to act like a Christian?

Though I did not realize it at the time, I was quenching the Spirit, even though I had welcomed Him into my life. During the next few years, the LORD continued to nurture me, and slowly things began to change. Several tough months in Idaho birthed my prayer-life. I spent three years being humbled in a job that was my informal seminary training. In 2007, a short stint in Mexico helped me to see things as they were, and not long afterward, I was baptized by immersion. No baptism of any kind can save a lost soul—only Jesus can do that. However, this baptism was an important covenant between me and God, symbolizing not only my death and resurrection with Jesus and my public profession of faith, but it also my life change, the beginning of my bearing fruit. “For each tree is known by its own fruit…”according to Luke 6:44. During the past year and a half, the LORD has provided me with an informal pastoral internship in my church, teaching me every aspect of discipleship. Simultaneously, I have been studying unceasing prayer and worship. I am now very different than I was five years ago.

In the Book of Acts (which tells the story of the earliest years of the Church) every time a person decided to follow Christ, two things took place—though not always in the same order. Each person experienced a life change, which I call the “baptism of repentance,” as well as the indwelling of the Holy Spirit, which I call the “baptism of the Spirit.” Looking back, I realize that the Holy Spirit was living in me in 2003, but it wasn’t until I surrendered everything to God, as represented by my immersion, that I allowed the Spirit to have His way in me and transform my life. “I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now life in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me. (Galatians 2:20)”

Have you invited Jesus to live in you? Have you allowed the Spirit to transform your life?

I tell you this story for two reasons. First, I tell this story in order to boast in the LORD! May God our Father get all praise and glory forever! Second, I tell this story because it is relevant to you. Likely you have heard that I am leaving the country: I have let my light shine before you; please let your light shine within the Church, too! This congregation is in revival, and as each of you allows the Spirit to revive you, the entire Church will be revived and utterly transformed, to the glory of the Most High God. And for His glory is the reason He created us; the reason He sent His only Son to reveal Himself to us; the reason He became Sin for us and died for us on the cross—while we were still sinners; and the reason that He conquered death and offered us eternal life with Him.

It will cost you a lot—in fact, it will cost you everything, your very life. But if you have never surrendered your life to Christ Jesus, if you have never invited Him to send His Spirit into you and to transform your life, then do it right now. Just let go of everything to which you are desperately clinging; stop trying to do it yourself! This is the very reason you are still breathing in this physical life—God has been delaying His judgment of this sinful world because He is waiting for you—2 Peter 3:9 says He wants none to perish!

If you have already invited the Spirit into your life, then live like it! Bear fruit! Anyone and everyone who meets you or knows you or sees you or hears you should know immediately and clearly that Jesus the Christ lives in you and loves them! That is how stark the contrast should be between your life and the world around you!

Have you immersed yourself in God’s Word and in prayer in the last twenty-four hours?

If you call yourself a follower of Christ, then there is no excuse for not communing with Him daily! Anchor yourself in the Word! God has revealed Himself to us through His Son, Jesus Christ, and the Bible is a complete and accurate record of that revelation. And prayer is humbly letting Him love us. Let Him love you! God doesn’t need us, but He wants us! God doesn’t need us to live for Him—He wants to live in and through us! Let us love and fellowship with one another, even when you disagree! Pray for each other—the names in the church directory are a great place to start! Church, we are not only the Body of Christ, but we are the Bride of Christ. We have allowed ourselves to get bedraggled and stained—now let us stand to the glory of God! Let’s let Him purify us, restore us, and love us!

My dear Brothers and Sisters, if you have ever once been blessed by God our Father at work in me, then I urge you, please, take seriously His desire to love and work in you, beyond anything you can ask or imagine! I have told you the beginning of my story—may it end in glory to the Father, in the Name of Jesus, by way of His Spirit.

Now, what is your story?